So today I went to church, its been forever and as I drifted back and forth between paying attention and thinking how much I don't want to go to school tomorrow I heard something that cheered me up. The whole mass today was about how each of us ar elike body parts and some people are ears and noses...I don't get it, weird right that make up a whole body and are each equally important. But the thing that stood out to me was that everyone has a talent and that even though you may see other people who's talent seems greater than your, doesn't mean that yours doesn't matter. I have been in this rut lately where I don't even enjoy drawing anymore because after seeing all these amazing artists on DA that I shouldn't even bother anymore because I will never be as good as they are. What they were talking about in church made me realize, if Picasso and Van Gogh had decided that they weren't going to paint anymore because they weren't as good as Michelangelo or da Vinci we wouldn't have the variety of artistic styles we do now, life wouldn't be as interesting.(I personally don't care for da vinci's work but I was trying to think of timeless artists) I don't know I should stop rambling but that part of church today has made me regain some of my confidence in my art work and I will try to upload more things soon. I finished the next chapter for Necrophilia but my boy friend didn't like it and said i was obviously out of practice >.> I might post it anyway and go from there. I posted my rambling because I realized I haven't updated in ages and wanted to reach out to other artists who get block or depressed about their work sometimes. Of course the story went on to say use your talent to serve God but I was too busy thinking about how to fix my art to notice....church is still boring